“I’m A Proud Christian Porn Star, God Put Me On Earth To Enjoy Sexual Pleasure” Courtney Tillia, (pics)
A Christian OnlyFans sensation claims her saucy career has brought her closer to the heavens, and now believes God sent her down to help “unleash” other ladies from their naughty inhibitions!
Courtney Tillia, 35, shared her divine revelations during a chat with the Daily Star on Sunday, exclaiming: “God’s message has been abundantly clear: I’m here to be a porn star. This is my way of serving.”
Once a high school teacher, this mother of four felt her life lacked pizzazz and her spiritual connection was dwindling.
“Before I waved goodbye to chalkboards, I felt so out of sync with myself and the Big Guy upstairs,” recalled the LA-based bombshell. “I was clueless about my life’s purpose or how to be a beacon of help.”
“At a photoshoot with fellow porn stars, I was so rattled! I felt the weight of society and religion’s judgments,” Tillia explained. “I thought their sensual choices were sinful, and I felt tainted by association. But that didn’t feel like God’s doing!”
As her OnlyFans fame skyrocketed and admirers made her blush, Tillia cast off her shame like an unwanted bathrobe.
Feeling invigorated by the joy she brought her subscribers and her wallet’s heftier state, the mom realized her career was all part of the divine plan.
“I now reject any teaching or institutions that depicts God as an entity to be feared or to be judged by. God is loving, not fearful; and accepting, not judgmental,” she declared.
Tillia added: “Our pleasure and sexual expression aren’t meant to be stifled. Instead, we should embrace them wholeheartedly, just as God intended!
She noted that she initially felt ashamed of her X-rated escapades before she slowly began to realize that her strict Christian upbringing was the cause of her guilt.
“I had so much sexual shame of my own at first. I remember being at a photoshoot that had several porn stars, and I was so triggered. I could feel the judgments that society and religion had instilled in me and I was very aware of it.
That part of me felt like their sexual choices and expression were wrong and immoral. I even felt wrong by the asociation in that moment – but that didn’t feel like God telling me to feel that way,
“I now reject any teaching or institutions that depicts God as an entity to be feared or to be judged by. God is loving, not fearful; and accepting, not judgmental, We are not meant to suppress or deny things like our pleasure and sexual expression, Instead, we’re meant to enjoy and embody them fully.” Courtney Tillia said.
